Thursday, July 30, 2009
Day 134 - Ego/Insecurity
Ego cannot exist without insecurity, but insecurity can exist without ego. I see it a lot. The biggest egos are always the most insecure people. By-the-way, I work in the finance industry. Talk about insecurity! Let's put a bunch of the "smartest" people together, give them a task that is graded on almost imperceptible differences in performance, which can be wiped out in a flash by unpredictable events. Oh yeah, and because they are "smart", let's pay them a lot of money to do it! Wait, bear with me here I'm figuring it all out, I have an ego that is fed by my insecurity, but I'm in an industry that by its nature creates insecurity because there is almost no difference in performance of what a "good" analyst and a "bad" one does? In other words, you don't have to "do" anything, but if you talk a big game from what I've seen, you are a "good" analyst! Um, teacher? Can I change my answer? I would like to be a Fireman now... What it's too late? Don't get me wrong, I love my job, but I certainly wouldn't if I took myself too seriously, if I didn't have fun with it all, trust me I know a lot of unhappy campers. Often times, it drives them to feed their insecurities by doing things better, they are constantly trying to be the best, to satisfy the insatiable, it is kind of like drinking water when you are hungry, it doesn't' work. Have you ever heard about the long hours on Wall Street? You can read these people like a book in my opinion, this is what they are doing but, then maybe that is my ego talking. Hmmm, I'm confusing myself. Ego, pride, arrogance, you know and I know that I'm better than you so... Ummm will you do me a favor? I don't know how to ask it, but, uh, can you, will you please tell me that its true? Because, honestly I'm not sure. Screw it, every time you tell me, I just increases my hunger for it, I guess I'll go put somebody down or attack somebody for no reason or at least fill my head full of useless facts and big words to tell them. By-the-way, I have always thought that you were stupid anyway. I thought this was a surf blog...
Whatever, take off your white wig... in the water, on land, puff that chest out you are insecure. Use big words when you don't need to, you are insecure. Don't let a guy get a wave that disrespected you, you are insecure. Do nothing, you are insecure. Don't fight back, you are insecure. Fight back like a rabid dog, you are insecure. So, if you have not figured it out yet, what I'm saying is that we are all insecure, it just manifests itself in different ways. However, there are different degrees of insecurity, and once again, that is not the point, the point is that ego is inversely correlated with insecurity. Being nice to people for no reason, treat them with respect for no reason, then you'll be turning insecurity on its head, you'll be breaking down the formula that drives you, you'll be breaking down primal human nature. Remember, if you have a reason for respecting someone, you are not being selfless. In other words, if you have something to gain, then it is about you, and that my friend is that little voice trying to shovel more ego into the insecurity furnace. But if you do it for no reason, then you are letting go of that insecurity, you are climbing down from the totem pole and trust me, it'll make you happier. It dawned on me out in the water today, I had a couple of good waves and I struck up a conversation with somebody who was just learning. The dude was just random, but he was so stoked to talk to me, he must have suddenly felt included out there. I definitely do not do this enough, but I bet that if I opened up these conversations a bit more, it would result in more respect and more waves, which is typically the goal of having stink-eye in the first place. The real upside is just to be human, since life exists in our interactions, a result of having respect is that both sides benefit from this general kindness, which is both selfish and selfless if you want to talk about paradoxes...
Waves were fun, I had a legit 3-turner. Trying to link turns, having fun doing that. I'm looking forward to tomorrow as the H1N1 seems to be subsiding slightly. I hope there will be waves. It was about chest high with some morning sickness, but pretty solid, not mushy at all. I like that, it fits my style.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Day 133 - Dog as a Sick
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Day 132 - Shark/Whale Sightings in MB!!!
Manhattan Beach — On July 21, 2009 Asher Ehsani was surfing El Porto, Manhattan Beach. It was 4:30 PM and he had been on the water about one hour. Air and water temperatures were estimated in the mid-70s and 60s Fahrenheit, respectively. Water was about 9 feet deep with a sandy ocean bottom and a 3 – 4 foot swell. He was about 100 yards from shore when 2 Sea Lions swam past him at a distance of 5 feet. Ehsani reported; “I was surfing El Porto for about an hour when I noticed a few Sea Lions swimming by me. I didn't make anything of it. About 20 minutes later I noticed a HUGE shark, I am 100% confident it was NOT A DOLPHIN. I have been surfing for years, and encountered many dolphin. What I saw was a giant Dark Blue/Black Shark AT LEAST 12 feet in length it was probably about 50 feet away from me. Its dorsal fin was approximately 20 inches high and the tail was about 15 inches out of the water. I was waiting for the next set of waves with 15 other surfers. I immediately left the scene, reported it to the lifeguard. He kind of brushed it off seeming like he didn't want to scare anyone. In the last week I have encountered more sharks in SOCAL then I have in the last 10 years. It seems that sharks are feeding here a lot more than they were before.” Please report any shark sighting, encounter, or attack to the Shark Research Committee
Manhattan Beach — On July 12, 2009 Jamie Tyndall reported the following; “I saw my first shark today at Manhattan Beach, while surfing between 35th and 30th Streets. The dorsal fin popped up about 25 feet from the line up and coasted for about 30 feet heading South towards the Manhattan Beach Pier. The dorsal fin was about 2 feet high, dark blue-black in color, and had nicks (missing pieces) in the trailing edge of the fin. THIS WAS NOT FLIPPER. I have seen many Dolphins, even have had them tag me on my board and had the pleasure of them swimming around me blowing water out of their blow holes. This thing was big and it wasn't a Dolphin. It was a large shark and it was putting out a bit of a wake as well. It moved very straight and fast, 30 – 40 feet at the surface before diving. It was kind of funny that none of the surfers that saw it, including myself, left the water. We all just stared at each other in disbelief. I do have to say that I was in total awe.” Please report any shark sighting, encounter, or attack to the Shark Research Committee.
Manhattan Beach — On July 17, 2009 Mike Olson was surfing El Porto, Manhattan Beach. It was 7:30 AM and he had been in the water for about 90 minutes. Air and water temperatures were estimated in the mid-70s and 60s Fahrenheit, respectively. The water was about 12 feet deep with a sandy ocean bottom and a 4 – 5 foot swell (double to triple overhead). He was about 150 yards from shore when 2 Kooks swam past him at a distance of 1 foot. Olson reported; “I was paddling out just in front of the 34th life guard tower; there has been a pretty fun sand bar there over the last few weeks. The water was warm and the waves were really fun. I had just caught a pretty long left, that I did 3 turns and closed it out with a floater. As I was paddling back out, I saw what appeared to be a deep water boil about 50 yards in front of me, which was a bit confusing because I have lived in Manhattan beach for 9 years now and I was completely unaware of any large structures straight out from that lifeguard tower. I really thought nothing of it and preceded to back-paddle the other 5 surfers that were sitting on the peak. What happened next defies description. A set wave came and the other 5 surfers on the peak all dropped in on each other, so it was just me sitting out the back with another perfect wave coming! I started paddling for it, but all-of-the-sudden, a huge sperm whale ate me! So I was inside the whale with some sailors and other stuff that the whale had eaten, when I got the idea to light a match so that I could see in the dark. I saw his tonsils (all slimy and stuff) and I realized that I had some pepper handy so I flicked it into the air, making him (the whale) sneeze. He sneezed and blew me out into a perfect wave, I pulled right into a 12 second barrel and kicked out just before hitting the rocks at hammerland (about 950 yards). I have been surfing all my life, but that was the first time that I had to use the old pepper-to-make-a-whale-sneeze trick.” Please report any whale sighting, encounter, or attack to the Whale Research Committee.
By-the-way, the swell is gone but I had some fun wind swell waves this morning. I rode my small wave board. Back to no leash and mellow waves...
Monday, July 27, 2009
Day 128 - 131 - Now That’s Realer than Real Deal Holyfield
Day 128 - Oops I did it again
Friday, I did not think that it was very big so I headed out there with my standard equipment. WRONG! I lost my board 2x and had enough. I went and got a leash and a new board that could handle the size. I was getting sick, but I made the dash in record time anyway.
Day 129 - Bombing
I the biggest waves out of the south that I have caught in Manhattan Beach. Crazy, crazy good times. The current was like a treadmill, and nobody could handle it. I know there was a reason for surfing 128 days in a row!!! My paddle was good, I was able to catch some bombs! I made some sections that were screaming. I did some of the biggest most critical turns of my life out there. For some reason you feel a lot more comfortable at home. I would not have gone for it that much elsewhere.
Day 130 - Fun and the Gang
Surfed O-side with my brother, Tim, Jason and Tom. Pretty fun there too. The swell was dying however and it was a lot smaller than Saturday. Still fun though, I was cool to surf with the crew. I was really beat up from being sick and the marathon week that I had, capped by the Saturday Session.
Day 131 - Still some south in the water. I was glad to be home. I just like my sand bar, that's it. I know the crowd, they know me. It is home. Some snappy turns out there today.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Day 127 - Respect...
If you get respect from somebody that you do not respect, then it is an insult...
Showing respect is a lot easier than you think...
What keeps us from showing respect to others are our insecurities...
A little goes a long way...
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Day 125 - It's official, tied the record!!!
* 187 is an odd number
* 187 is a composite number
* 187 is a deficient number, as 29 is less than 187
* 187 is a self number
* 187 is a square-free number
* Prime factors of 187: 11 × 17
* Divisors of 187: 1, 11, 17, 187
* 187 is the sum of 3 consecutive prime numbers: 59 + 61 + 67
* 187 is the sum of 9 consecutive primes: 7 + 11 + 13 + 17 + 19 + 23 + 29 + 31 + 37
* 187 is the difference of 2 square numbers: 142 - 32, and 942 -932
* 187 is a centered 31-gonal number
Straight from Wiki... I love it. Who does this? It seems every number has a Wikipedia page. I was looking for something to do next Sunday. I got it! I'll look for numbers that do not have their own Wikipedia page and contribute!
Wait just a minute there turbo... There is some use for the info on Wiki! It appears that Tonga ranks # 187 in world population! Tonga has waves! What a better way to end my streak then to go to Tonga for day 187? Alright, I'll drop that, I'm out of vacation anyway. I've done research on Tonga and while it apparently can get really good, it is also pretty easy to get skunked there.
But, uh, back to the lecture at hand.... (remember the rap on my iPod?). Today was so fun, I still give the edge to last night however. I saw Ben out there, but I did not catch my rhythm until he left (he gets out at 6:45 as he takes his job seriously). I found the same sandbar that I was on last night, this time it was at a lower tide. I unloaded on a few, tried an air, blew out my tail, all in all that's the spot.
If you haven't heard, there is a swell coming! The irony is that I'm almost certainly getting better waves right now than when the "swell" gets here on Friday-Sunday. It is a long period swell, pointed from a direction that invites inconsistency and will require a rockpile, point or some structure to work as the beach breaks will be walled. It will have been predicted for a week and a half prior to its arrival so if you own a surfboard, boogie board or know someone who does, you probably have planned your weekend already. What does that mean? It means that anything that is working will be super crowded, where do you think the Porto crowd (that I so often reference) will go? Pull up that mental picture of Malibu on a crowded day...



And that is 1961! Just be advised that it is an "inconvenient truth" that it actually can be scientifically proven that there are more people now than there were then. That one is for my Dad, he is a big fan of Al. I'm not a big fan of arguing about it...

I'm just a fan of global warming in general, so I'm on Al's side I guess... Maybe it will make better waves, but I admit, it has been difficult for me to rally people around this global warming cause ... My slogan, "Save the landfills, burn your tires!", has not taken hold. Stick to the subject matter here, this is a surf blog. But, you got to admit it, if a robot can make you blood boil, that's some pretty good propaganda! I'm just sayin... I like video.
What is a centered 31-gonal number? Hmmm...
Monday, July 20, 2009
Day 124 - Continued
Re: My post July 18th
Fwd: Hot Temperatures
Begin forwarded message:
Subject: FW: Hot Temperatures
Forwarded from the office of the building.
Sent: Monday, July 20, 2009 9:24 AM
To: 865_tenants_1@manulife.com; 865_tenants_2@manulife.com
Subject: Hot Temperatures
We are anticipating extremely warm temperatures in the downtown area this week. To assist with reducing the heat load in your workspace, we recommend:
- Closing all blinds in exterior office, particularly those facing the sun
- Turn off overhead lighting if possible, particularly in the common areas and use task lighting instead
- Turn off any machines that are not absolutely essential
Each one of these suggestions, while seemingly minor in impact, as a whole could greatly reduce temperatures in your workspace as well as reducing the energy load on the entire building.
Thank you for your assistance with this request.
Manulife Financial
Day 124 - Another Summer day...
How do I get out from under the steel and glass... I wish that I could, even though I like my situation about as much as somebody can, living and working in the jungle. I just want to be at the beach right now. That's it.
1 day to tie, 2 to beat.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Day 123 - Take 2
Day 123 - Crowded but bigger.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Day 122 - So crowded, It was small.
I some how ended up in the middle of a big group of soft top surf schoolers. I just surfed as I always do, I wasn't mean, but I did push a couple of people over who were obliviously dropping in on me. Nobody could surf out there. Which brings up the "epicenter theory". Is it he quality of waves or the level of talent that brings about better surfers? This is a discussion that happens a lot. I think it is more related to the epicenter. In other words, the more good surfers there are around, the more likely you will be good. Yes, I guess, waves are a requirement, but then why do the best surfers in the world come from Florida? It makes no sense. Bad waves + good surfers = the best surfers. Pushing the limits in slop, is tough, but it makes it so much easier when you actually do surf good waves. The point of this is that there were no good surfers out there today, so I probably did not improve...
Knee high and clean wind swell. I surfed my short board.
She just said "tripindicular"... The stuff that is on TV during the weekends. I don't know how it ended up on this channel, but I'm into it now. It also fits with the theme as there were certainly a bunch of Val Surfers out there today.
I may go surf some more slop now... Not feeling like working right now. I work a lot, not always for my day job though.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Day 120 - Even Smaller. How is that possible?
120 / 30 = 4 is that true? I've been surfing every day for 4 months? Wow! The thing about it is that life flies by so fast, but these last 4 months have gone by exceeding slow as they have been packed so full of experiences and such a good time. You should try it sometime, you know doing what makes you happy...
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Day 119 - Small, Very Small...

Clean wind swell at about ankle to knee high prevailed today. It called for a long board a 10 footer at that. I had fun still, that is just how surfing is. Ankle high to triple over head, I have a smile on my face. When it's bigger, that's when I put my serious look on.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
I was afraid this would happen...
Day 118 - Home Stretch
Monday, July 13, 2009
Day 117 - Finally loosening up...
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Day 115 - Toughest 2 days yet
Friday, July 10, 2009
No Surf Yet - Will have to surf after work.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Day 113 - 3 and out
Closing in on my goal of 126. I don't know where I'll stop, but probably not at 126. It is just too fun!