Trying to turn the corner

I've done it a number of times, but never sustainably. Hopefully this time it is. I have a kid on the way and I'm looking forward to that, but I need to get a balanced life going.

But, I'm pretty much depressed otherwise and I need to shake the funk before this whole story ends really bad... Which when I think about that, it may be the best thing and that's kind of funny.

I missed the the WSA in Huntington yesterday. I would have really liked to have been there. I actually went and picked up 2 boards from HSS, I saw the WSA set up, it made me sick to my stomach. Yesterday I pretty much decided that was not going to surf them anymore, but I think that was me just being a little bitch, whining and feeling sorry for myself. That's just lame. I'll do what I do and it is that simple, maybe I will, maybe I wont.

This blog is for nobody, it is for me.